2am in a sunday morning and i'm here blogging another issue. Well as expected, i was teased by Ben at his house when i went for little Calvin's 2nd birthday. I would say the food is not that bad since i do not like eating malay food at all. I felt that they put in lot of garlic in my opinion but still i'm in no position to criticise those food since i'm already very fortunate to be in a country where we do not need to worry about 3 meals per day etc. I finally bought a mini optical mouse to go along with my laptop. Since i'm having aching wrist whenever i used the laptop due to the navigation through the touchpad. I hoped to sleep now but i cannot sleep actually.... as i'm excited about tomorrow. Tomorrow going for the meeting for the loyang secondary school sec 1 and 2 camp briefing at 4pm, Sunplaza park. Hopefully i can find them easily and hoped they give me a good post. I would much preferred being a first aid person since it's been quite sometimes since i last used the skills as i dropped out of OCT this year and quit St John entirely.

Going to be 4am in the morning and i'm here blogging another entry. The past days were can say boring. Thursday morning, Liverpool was crowned European Champion 2005. I supported them over AC Milan during that match only. At halftime, it's AC Milan winning 3-0 which i thought well, AC Milan to reclaim the title but only to on the television on the 70th minutes to see the score of 3-3 in the scoreboard. Liverpool went on to beat them 3-2 on penalties shootout. Probably the greatest comeback in history to have scored 3 goals in the space of 6 minutes. Almost similar to Manchester United coming back to beat FC Bayern in 1999 when Sheringham and Solskjaer scores in 2 minutes to give Man Utd 2-1 win. I always remembered that match especially the dying minutes of the match. The next thing i remember is seeing David May running out on the field to celebrate with the likes of Peter Schmeichel, David Beckham, Paul Scholes etc. Later going to Ben's house to celebrate Calvin's 2nd Birthday, preparing to have a major boasting from a diehard Liverpool fan himself since they won the biggest competition in Europe while Man Utd finished the season empty handed again and not winning a back to back english premiership trophy first time in the Premier League history since it was established in 1992.

Because of the match, i overslept and missed the June intake orientation rehearsal. I would like to say that it's not intentional and i apologised for this. I suddenly had the urge to become active in Student Council again.... no sure how it happens though. Anyway, i changed my song to Sidewalks by Story of The Year. They are really a great band which i came across by chance when i happened to browse through the channel. The lyric is as follows:

"Sidewalks by Story of The Year

The bridges all crumbled
The water soaks into rocks
That fell at the bottom of the road
(At the end of town)
The town that we lived in
The memories shaken apart
From the weeds that grow

Over the sidewalks
Running away from the streets we knew
Sidewalks
Like the time we thought was made for you, oh

Out on the front porch
Watching the cars as they go by
(Eighteen blue, twenty-one gray)
Looking ahead
For the first time that we could drive
Out on our own
To speed away

From the sidewalks
Running away from the streets we knew
Sidewalks
Like the time we thought was made for you, oh

All of the days have passed us by
And all of the sun is gone away

Sidewalks
Running away from
The streets we knew

Sidewalks
Running away from the streets we knew
Sidewalks
Like the time we thought was made for you
(Sidewalks) [3x]
The bridges all crumbled
The water soaks into rocks
That fell at the bottom of the road"

it's almost 2am now and i'm here blogging another entry. What i day man, both my laptop and PC had fallen victim to some software conflict from my upgrading of Norton Antivirus. I used to use it on the laptop and i felt that it's even better than the eztrust and trendmicro i'm using now so decided to change it.Btw, my laptop is using Trend Micro Internet Security 2004.... while i'm currently reformatting my PC hoping for a new install would be better. Anyway, later Liverpool vs AC Milan in this champion league final. Well i'm be in the kop side eventhough i'm a manchester united fan. Personally i felt that Liverpool maybe the king of Europe but domestically, they reall sucks. I guessed it's maybe because of Rafa Benitez being the former winner of UEFA Cup that he knows how to play the European games...

3am in the morning and here i am blogging another entry. Currently i'm being invited to Loyang Secondary School Sec1 - 2 day camp as instructor. Actual post i'm having is still unknown. I didn't even know much details of it yet. I also joined the ITE College East (Simei) community drumming which the first meeting be on 30th May. I am too be involved in June intake orientation too. In charged on the concert mic which i liked it more than being involved in games. Seem that i had afew activities coming out which will be busy for quite sometimes. Anyway, i did some customisation to both my PC and laptop desktop. The pics is below respectively....

I felt i was being left out of this world. Even the so call "God" and left me out. I don't believed in them anymore. I felt even more discontent with this world. It's not the paradise anymore. It's more like an living hell and i was one of the poor soul being tortured by the demons. For the first time, i want to become a leader of a worldwide terrorist organisation. And please do not compared me with Al Qaida as i'm not the same as those freaks with just killed infidels especially they are the real infidels themselves. I want to be a new Nanahara Shuya, waging a new war against the world. I want to establish a New World Order where there is only 1 government to the world where the president will be the sole leader of the world.... In this Empire, there will have no suffering, no war, no hunger, no disease. It will be a true paradise for mankind....

It's almost 3:30am and i'm here blogging. Well, i think i had caught back my old habit of sleeping very late since for the last few weeks i'm having quite a "normal" sleeping hours from 11pm - 7am. Am i feeling sleepy now? i would say kind of but however do not want to sleep yet. My ipod had just given me problem as it refused to be recognised by the itunes but however it had been solved and i'm transferring the 560songs onto it. It's almost 2.66GB of songs onto the 4GB ipod mini. Anyway, been playing alot of Football Manager 2005 of recent with my favourite, Manchester United. Currently top of the league in season 1 with 15games played only. Also, Malcolm Glazer seizes control of Manchester United. It's this the beginning of the end? I hoped not but it seem so as there is almost 245m debted to Man Utd assets from the more than 700m takeover from the Glazer Foundation. Like what i said before, as long as he can bring out brings the best out of Man Utd again to take back the title of the fake champion, Chelsea, i'm in for it. But my heart and feelings is still with Sharesholder United and will support their fight against them if Glazer turns the club into the negative direction like what maybe they are facing now.

Anyway, monday afternoon went with sis to Jack's Place. I would say eventhough it's just a small piece of steak and a potato, i had difficulty walking because i'm simply too full from the eating. And helped sis bought the Amityville Horror tickets since she is below 16 and not eglible to buy the NC16 tickets. Before meeting her friend, i went into Laser Flair shop at century square 3rd level. I can say that i was being electrically shocked by one of the sales person there. She is a type that is not in the "chio" category but rather in the "cute" category instead. She is quite plump but pleasant looking and found out her name is Yvonne. LOL.... like as if i going to know her myself and get her number like this. After that meeting my sis's friend, Evangeline. She had claimed that this Evangeline was good looking etc.... but after i see, i felt she is just average looking. Did not see anything special and she is shorter than sis... LOL...

After that, i went home only to know that sis had a very bad quarrel with my mum in the morning. My mom insisted she stayed home as she will be having her O's in the end of the year and had been going out too much recently. No wonder, during meal sis claimed that mum doted me more which raised my eyebrown. Sis got a so call lecture from me at Jack's because my mum doted her more than me. But come to think of it, i felt mum had treated us very equally. Always caring about our well-being and trying to give whatever we wanted even it would make it very difficult for her to live her life. I knew about this that is why i'm abit angry about what my sis scolded my mum for. And they were not talking since the quarrel which is very sad to see that.... Anyway, it's not surprising to see such behavior from sis as she is still undergoing puberty and had this rebellious behavior which i believed i had too last time....

A warm vesak day sunday. Was wondering why our vesak day public holiday is only next week since other countries such as Japan, Korea & China is celebrating it on 15 May instead of our 22 May.... Anyway i changed the song to 候鸟 by S.H.E. It means migatory birds, yeah it also means my feeling to her ----> Gone!!! Anyway, Malcolm Glazer set to become the owner of Manchester United. I'm against the move actually as similar things happened to Leeds when they were bought by a businessman and ended up in their current situation. Back then, they were a champion league semi-finalist. I will supported The Shareholders United in their fight against Glazer but however should he took over the company, i'm anything as long as he can pumped in money to bring in talents to strengthen the club and take back what belongs to Manchester United.... The English Premier League title from the "fake" champion, Chelsea.

Blogging this in school.... Well Ajay was not here today and i actually came to take the test which i did not take last week as i'm down with a very bad flu and only just recovered. Anyway, i had surprising found relaxation in christian rock songs. As i mentioned before that i somehow lost faith in any religion which i felt that they were guildlines instead of us actually to practice it. Raining day actually, i think it started raining at around 3am which that time i'm still quite awake playing Need For Speed Underground. It's really a great and addictive game which is far better than NFSU2 as the car is much faster and the racing is much more realistic than of it's successor. Anyway, i decided to do something to Friends Connection forum which Irene (the webmistress) almost closed it down in April this year. I starting to put up all my symbian softwares, wallpaper, themes up for download. However, for the symbian softwares since it's violating some copyright issues so most probably we are going to restrict the download for members that had reach certain requirements only as we do not want to rub friction against the law.

I'm back it's been quite sometimes since i last updated. Well i was kind of busy in this period of time and also on monday, i handed up the application form to Golden Village. Really hoped i can get the job as i really needed it. If they never call me in 1 week, i think i can give up already. Going to find other when the time comes. Also, Christina actually commented i changed alot and looks different now. I think i'm against her saying as i did not felt any different at all. I think she is not the first to say i looked different. Afew friends had commented about that too.

Today 2nd May 2005, extended public holiday of Labour Day. It's also a day that our ex-president, Mr. Wee Kim Wee passed away due to illness. Not much i know about him since i was still quite young when he was parliament-elected president. Anyway, i'm paranoia and not in a good mood now. This only make me more angry of that religion. If that religion is peaceful, then the greatest american president ever, Mr. George W Bush will not need to spend so much money killing them. Hitler should have launched a great purge against them instead of going for the insignificant, Jews. American should have nuked that religion instead of Japan. I'm a racist myself and i hated whatever race that being associated with that religion. What racial harmony, my foot!!!