Just came back from Jay Chou concert and he rock to the core. Before that went to Sim Lim Square, sucks... the shop is so hard to find in the end i gave up and resort to blowing my table fan against the cpu. Probably going again on tomorrow or monday who knows....

I just changed my blog layout. 70% satisfied leaving 30% improvement space. I think my new blog skin is incomplete will do some adjustment soon. Anyway, managed to get someone to pinpoint the error of my computer towards my cpu fan. Going to get the cooler tomorrow

I guessed i had narrowed onto my problem with just 1 thing left to test. I just reset my cmos setting and read some help on the net. Well, should have suspected it's the ram especially during installation of the WinXP OS, "the blue screen of death" IRQL LESS THAN OR EQUAL error appear. Some expert stated that it's impossible to have the error during installation. If it does, it's definately the ram. I just ran Memtest86, and it really does contain alot of errors. Haiz, got to use money to buy it a new ram. Anyway, i maybe will do an upgrade to the bloggy interface again.

Just now went to Stephanie's birthday BBQ, well for the first time... Patricia came to talk to me. Well, do not know how to say but somehow quite interested in her since i saw her during her sec 1 which is my sec 3. But not really like her that kind of feelings though. Well it's her birthday and i got sabo as well, got cakes phat across my face but somehow quite fun too. I wished her all the best for her N Level result and work/study hard for her Sec5 O level.

If i knew this would happened, i will never upgraded my computer. It kept giving me frequent crashes and my internet seemed capped at 60kb/sec. Probably going to have a chit chat with Singnet Technical Support again soon... Anyway, saw this on an internet forum regarding Huang Na's murder....

Dear all,
NTU's SCI A/Prof Lee Chun Wah suspects something is amiss in the murder case of Huang Na. In the article published in Pg. 6 of Lianhe Wanbao dtd 11-11-2004, he cited that something was amissed in the psychological behaviour of Huang Na's mother, Mdm. Huang Shuying, and her step-father, a certain Mr. Zheng. The expert's view was that Mdm. Huang> appeared aloof and> was unusually quiet for a mother who claimed to have lost her beloved daughter in a murder case.

He noted that it was baffling, not only to himself but to members of the community-at-large (possibly including> psychological experts at Woodbridge Hospital and NUS), that Mr. Zheng, being a stepfather to a daughter he had hardly any contact with, could behave in such a manner - wailing loudly and crying uncontrollably during the funeral procession.

The article carrying Prof. Lee's views is suggestive and appears to pointtowards a plausible scenario that Huang Na was silenced by her mother and> stepfather, thereby making Malaysian Mr. Took Leng How as a scapegoat. Prof. Lee himself had the opinion that the case left numerous questions that have not been answered. Technically, from large numbers> of death cases reported worldwide that had been examined by psychologists and otherexperts, it is almost certainly an unquestioned fact (and an antipicated behaviour) that the natural parents of a child who died either from an accident or subjected to an act of murder would have sobbed uncontrollably,> and wailed loudly - to the point of even fainting on-site.

How come HuangNa's mother did neither upon the discovery of the body and during the wake that ensued as well as at the funeral proceedings certainly raised some eyebrows in the pyschological fraternity. As tapes were reviewed throughthe various TV stations, it seemed that Huang Na's mother only appeared to be anxious to find her - and in particular, her dead body. It was baffling why she could appear so calm when news of her daughter's death got through to her - as if she already knew a priori that her daughter is dead. Apart from all these evidence suggestive of an inside job, the appearance of the step-father into the entire picture cast even greater suspicion that Huang> Na's disappearance and subsequent murder might have been premediated by the couple. A further twist in the development of the case is the dream of Huang Na being found in the woods - literally a tell-tale sign to help guide the law enforcers and narrow down their scope significantly. It is apparent from the evidence on hand that somebody wanted the body to be found and deliberately left it in the open within the confines of a conspicuously large cardboard box in the Telok Blangah heights area.

As an expert in Mass Communication, Prof. Lee's remarks came with the understanding that there are people who deliberately creates a scene to attract the attention of the media. In a possible murder case, where the murderer is the person crying foul, the murderer may be tempted to court the media and amass sympathy from the general public to jeopardize court proceedings and verdicts/judgements. Anyone who has taken a course on human behaviour and psychology coupled with background in the mass comm. industry could easily identify the stark similarities of such classic case with the one on hand - that Mdm. Huang Shuying had deliberately courted the attention of the media, with journalists and reporters being made use of (technically classified as "tools" of the murderer).

I happened to note that some threads on this forum questioned why no PAP MPs could be seen at Huang Na's wake. Clearly, the Singapore Police Force had not absolved the mother of being the mastermind behind the entire scam. Unlike the Nicoll Highway incident whereby the deaths were caused by an industrial accident, in Huang Na's case - death was caused by an intention> > > to kill. A big problem here is how to prove that the mother is the killer since it would be considered normal to have the mother's tissues/DNA etc found on the body of the deceased.
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11 Nov 2004
NTU Professor shares expert comments on Huang Na reporting in media.
NTU School of Communication and Information Assoc Prof Lee Chun Wah shares expert comments on the role of media in stirring public sentiments in the case of missing Chinese girl,
Huang Na.

I'm back... Yeah having holidays now until next year. Just upgraded my PC too. Well, i feel something that i never felt before today. I felt that i lived in the most fortunate family in the world. Well, i'm not from those rich family that had landed property etc but the happiness is very overwhelming. The first person i going to respect for making this family would be my mother. Some already knew, that she is a single parent since 1991. This makes me thriving harder for my future in order to give her the type of life everyone desire. Being the eldest male of the 2, i got the responsibility to take care of her. Do not know what makes me think of such, probably i had matured to have such thinkings.......

Planned on going to the motorshow but in the end decided to go on saturday. Other than that, nothing much significant happened....

This is the song that i have been listening today hope you guys browser can read chinese:

倔强 - 五月天
曲：阿信 词：阿信 编：五月天

当 我和世界不一样 那就让我不一样
坚持对我来说 就是以刚克刚
我 如果对自己不行 如果对自己说谎
即使别人原谅 我也不能原谅

最美的愿望 一定最疯狂
我就是我自己的神 在我活的地方

我和我最后的倔强 握紧双手绝对不放
下一站是不是天堂 就算失望不能绝望

我和我骄傲的倔强 我在风中大声的唱
这一次为自己疯狂 就这一次 我和我的倔强
(就这一次 让我大声唱啦啦啦...)

对 爱我的人别紧张 我的固执很善良
我的手越肮髒 眼神越是发光你
不在乎我的过往 看到了我的翅膀
你说过被火烧过才能出现凤凰

逆风的方向 更适合飞翔
我不怕千万人阻挡 只怕自己投降

Holidays had finally descended upon me....LOL.... Thursday do not really needed to go to school as we will be doing almost nothing in both lesson.... So i planned the Motorshow visit on that day. So watch out for this as i maybe will post some cars picture here :D

Such long weekend coming to an end... No big deal as the 6weeks school holiday will start this coming thursday.... Yeah Yeah, First of all i want to wish all hindu a belated Happy Deepavali and malays a Selamat Hari Raya. Monday went for jamming as well as movie. Been quite sometimes since i played the drum and i already forgotten how to play it really. Anyway, i decided to go back and takes up the bass again. Bass is the greatest instrument in the rock band.

I cannot believed it that she was in the train as me but i didn't saw her. It's not until we alighted that my friend told me she was in the train. I don't think that he would lied to me as i did not tell her that i liked her just to make me happy.

Visual Basic project is not quite finished and wednesday is the submission date. Die Die also have to finish it by tuesday before i go to sleep at night or i would said, early morning... :P

Well this is the song i kept listening nowadays:

Last Train Home by Lostprophets

One! Two! Three!
To every broken heart in here
Love was once a part, but now it's disappeared
She told me that it's all part of the choices that you make
Even when you think you're right
You have to give to take

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
When I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To never fall in love

I wonder if you're listening
Picking up on the signals
Sent back from within
Sometimes it feels like I don't really know what's going on
Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
When I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To never fall in love

But we sing if we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing if it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason to never fall in love

But we sing
If we're going no where
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing with out a reason to never fall in love
To never fall in love again

Friday went to Kbox and really sang my heart content out.... Already planned the next outing on 24 November 2004 but this time with Wai Kit and gang. Already 4am, got to sleep now as i'm meeting Junsheng at 10:30 later for jamming session. Yeah being quite sometimes since i jam and this time as his band new drummer. With this i finished with a song lyric:

Ride by Lost Prophets

Allright!!!!
With you it’s Never Good Enough
Because You Want the Stuff That Could Change Your Future
Your Life’s Amongst a Sea of Chance
And Now the More You Dance Just Gets You Sick and Deeper

Its Ok, Don’t Apologise,
You dunno what you’re striving for,
And You Never Seem To Try
Its Too Early Don’t Live Your Life
Keep On Moving,
It’s Time Tooooooooooooo!

Ride, Ride, Ride, now it’s Too!!!
Ride, Ride, Rideeeeeee!!!!

Everything Seems Tempting
But Nothing Comes For Free
I Often Wonder How You Drive
When The Roads Too Dark To See
It’s Too Early, Its Time Tooooooo (Ride, Ride, Rideeeeeee!!)

We Light the Fire, To Watch It Burn
But When It Comes Your Turn
All That’s Left Is Ambers
You Ran This Race with No Real Heart
Your Right Back at the Start
You'd Already Lost It

Its Ok, Don’t Apologise,
You dunno what you’re striving for,
And You Never Seem To Try
Its Too Early Don’t Live Your Life
Keep On Moving,
It’s Time Tooooooooooooo!

Ride, Ride, Ride, now it’s time Too!!!
Ride, Ride, Rideeeeeee!!!!

Everything Seems Tempting
But Nothing Comes For Free
I Often Wonder How You Drive
When The Roads Too Dark To See
It’s Too Early, Its Time Tooooooo (Ride, Ride, Rideeeeeee!!)

(Interlude)

Everything Feels Tempting
When You Don’t Know Who to Be
I Often Wonder How You Feel
When you’re lying next To Me

It’s Too Early, Its Time Tooooooo!!!
Yeahh, Yeahh, Yeahh There Is Someone
Yeahh, Yeahh, and After All This Time
Yeahh, Yeahh, There Are No Answers

Rideeeeee (Rideeeeeeee)
Rideeeeee (Rideeeeeeee)
Rideeeeee (Rideeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!)

You know it’s not enough
You know it’s not enough
You know it’s not enough

Just added a few pictures of my dream car. Yeah, all of this are quite a possibility provided i had to start now and work toward it. Saturday is set for my first jamming session in 2 years i think. Hoped i can still remembered how to play the drum :D

Hihi, I'm back. Struggling with this new interface layout and coding till such early morning. Yeah, I'm shifting it to a more "Initial D", inspired after playing Need For Speed Underground PC game. Bought Football Manager 2005 few days back and it's real cool. Managing Barcelona and currently top of the table after 10 games. Why did i chose Barcelona over my favourite, Man Utd or Real Madrid. It is because the way the played is real cool too. 4-5-1 tactic with Deco, Ronaldinho and Giuly running up to support Samuel Eto'o. They are also undefeated at 10 games currently.

What can i say about this page, well i think i going to add in some cars picture to spice it up a little bit. Especially pictures of Mitsubishi LanEvo, Subaru WRX, Mazda RX8 or even Nissan Skyline. In Underground game, i'm using Mazda Miata. Best "level one" car especially when u upgraded to look like Takahashi Ryosuki's FC3S.

Anyway, I started to really like her. OMG, what to do....how come this feelings were not here when i was still classmate with her during sec school days!!!!!!!!!

I felt that it's coming back again. In school today i almost fainted as i got a really bad headache. Lucky i was able to endure it until i reached home. Took panadol after bath which i felt better but still feeling it a little. 3 tests coming up before the EP examination. Well i do not think i got the confidence to pass it but i would give it my best shot as it will affect my final year whether i made it to Poly or not. I hoped to go to Poly without Higher Nitec qualifications. With this, i going to rest as i felt slight feverish or warm despite having my air-con to blast at 23 degree celsius which is really cold for a person like me which is sleeping alone in my own bedroom.

Yeah, only left with roughly 3 weeks to go before the 6weeks holiday until when school restarts on 10 January 2005. However this 3 weeks would be quite busy i believed as i have 2 phase tests, 1 Visual Basic project and the Electrical Principles examination in this period of time. I really needs the break as recently been quite tired and stressful. Sunday morning woke up to a very bad headache. Just 1 weeks ago, i got a high fever with headache but was lucky that it subsided after taking 2 panadols. As i had said before, St John had started too. Just known that the venue for the NCO Course 2004 could be Changkat Changi Secondary School. I would say that it is a beautiful, new school with modern facilities.

This is the time again when most secondary schools will be having the GCE O Level examination. I had mine last year and i would say it was HELLISH. The night before the first paper, i somehow lost control of my bladder and kept going to toilet. Although i think i work hard but not enough, as i felt i work harder for my N Level in 2002. This was the past, currently really settled into my life at ITE MacPherson and had no plans to retake it. Quite like the class except 1 bastard. He is probably the fucker of the fuckers. Why do i called him that? 2weeks ago, we went to kbox. He is the one that finished the tidbits that cost $5 with unlimited refill. I didn't not even touched a single peanut. Yet, he expected me to pay him $5 which i kind of refused at first but that time, i was abit hesitant. Then came tuesday, he asked me
"What day is today? Remember you owe me something."

Being forgetful at stuff, i replied:
"Tuesday loh...What i owe u?"

His reply is
"The $5 lah god dammit..."

Knowing that he is asking for the money, i told him tomorrow than pay him. But he knew i got the $12 in my pocket as KL was on medical leave that day. He ask me to pay with him the $12 in my pocket and ask for it again from my parent. I was furious at this comment. Fark him, who thinks that all parent are like his. He never got whacked before that why he was behaving like this. Real childish in my opinion. That time i really want to give him a punch on his face, knowing i was angry... He tell me "Relax, i was only joking just now". Fuck, do you call that joking? His face and body language tells it all that he was serious when asking for the $5. I'm not going to go out with him anymore nor pay him the money. Some of you may thinks that i'm abit "stingy" or having thought of "making a fuss out of a small deal." but that how i felt. Imagined yourself in my shoes having such person as classmate............ I'm cool now but that time i'm really angry and furious about him. At least Soon Heng (our class joker cum attention seeker) is better than him in term of maturity and attitude. Anyway, it's almost 2am already. Time really flies... See you guys next time got to sleep. Having morning class later