A Sad Day, Moment and Time
My saddest moment
I just updated my songs and i still feeling really hurt what she told me just now. She told me terrible things. I want to help her but i felt i don't know her anymore and i don't believed what i heard. Valerie, all i want is your love. But seriously, come away with me, leave everything while we still can. But i still can't believe what i'm hearing, my feelings and instinct was right. You've changed. Valerie you are breaking my heart over what you've had done and also what you've planned to do if all the questions i put out to you and your answer being yes. Only a demon deals in absolute. Quit following your feelings, do what you must and should have done long time ago and atoned for it, there is still alot of time for you to do it.
The reason why i personally chose these 2 songs.
Papa Roach - Scars:
A change has taken place in this person and now he finds himself looking back at the past and on the brink of a bright new future. And he realizes that he's cared so much for people and that's the very reason that he's had such tragedy.
"My scars remind me that the past is real"
And just when he's ready to try again, he is reminded of his scars and how he has been so open hearted but (as the cliche goes) used, abused, and left out like trash.
Now he's ready to do his thing, and so am I! I have spent the greater part of my 19 years living for other people, trying to fix others, and bleeding for the faith of others. And now I've learned the following: That people are needy and they'll suck your life away, that you can't help what chooses not to be helped, and that the only way you can surely help people is by getting on with your own life until you can give back to them from a distance.
Aerosmith - Hole in My Soul:
Its seems to me this song is about still being in love with someone who doesn't love you back so you go out to find someone to take their place:
"I'm down a one way street
With a one night stand
With a one track mind
Out in no man's land
The punishment sometimes
Don't seem to fit the crime"
but the thing is you can't replace this person and you're left feeling all lost and then you finally realize that you can move on and you feel nothing anymore. This really feels like when someone you care so much lets you down it leaves a bruise within yourself that no other relationship you might have will heal. Maybe someday, I will be brave enough to tell her how much she hurt me inside, and that she really was the one that turned the knife inside of me acting like she did. And she left a hole.
Slowly stepping out of that hurting situation and say goodbye is what this song means to me, and the pain it leaves you, even knowing that's the best and only thing you can do.
However, Valerie, my opinion of you had never changed at all. Not even once, i just felt really hurt, sad and depressed now.
I just updated my songs and i still feeling really hurt what she told me just now. She told me terrible things. I want to help her but i felt i don't know her anymore and i don't believed what i heard. Valerie, all i want is your love. But seriously, come away with me, leave everything while we still can. But i still can't believe what i'm hearing, my feelings and instinct was right. You've changed. Valerie you are breaking my heart over what you've had done and also what you've planned to do if all the questions i put out to you and your answer being yes. Only a demon deals in absolute. Quit following your feelings, do what you must and should have done long time ago and atoned for it, there is still alot of time for you to do it.
The reason why i personally chose these 2 songs.
Papa Roach - Scars:
A change has taken place in this person and now he finds himself looking back at the past and on the brink of a bright new future. And he realizes that he's cared so much for people and that's the very reason that he's had such tragedy.
"My scars remind me that the past is real"
And just when he's ready to try again, he is reminded of his scars and how he has been so open hearted but (as the cliche goes) used, abused, and left out like trash.
Now he's ready to do his thing, and so am I! I have spent the greater part of my 19 years living for other people, trying to fix others, and bleeding for the faith of others. And now I've learned the following: That people are needy and they'll suck your life away, that you can't help what chooses not to be helped, and that the only way you can surely help people is by getting on with your own life until you can give back to them from a distance.
Aerosmith - Hole in My Soul:
Its seems to me this song is about still being in love with someone who doesn't love you back so you go out to find someone to take their place:
"I'm down a one way street
With a one night stand
With a one track mind
Out in no man's land
The punishment sometimes
Don't seem to fit the crime"
but the thing is you can't replace this person and you're left feeling all lost and then you finally realize that you can move on and you feel nothing anymore. This really feels like when someone you care so much lets you down it leaves a bruise within yourself that no other relationship you might have will heal. Maybe someday, I will be brave enough to tell her how much she hurt me inside, and that she really was the one that turned the knife inside of me acting like she did. And she left a hole.
Slowly stepping out of that hurting situation and say goodbye is what this song means to me, and the pain it leaves you, even knowing that's the best and only thing you can do.
However, Valerie, my opinion of you had never changed at all. Not even once, i just felt really hurt, sad and depressed now.
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