Arrghhhh!!! Couldn't sleep the whole night. I felt really restless which i decided to blog again. When i was lying on the bed, i thought of her again. This is my thoughts which i immediately wrote it on the piece of paper....

"Fragments of the dream we saw that day, was stretched across the sunset.
It feels as if you were here, I look over my shoulder...
But everytime i only see the emptiness...
Even now, in my deep red memory you wears a gentle smile.
It's more painful than giving up. I've gotten used to losing everything.
I rather be beaten up than to not try and regret.
Maybe tomorrow i'll be stronger than the person I am today.
I'm sure you are smiling somewhere out there, even when i want to cry."