Been hearing people saying "Friends are for life", "Friends are there to make your life better." I guess it's ok to trust "friend" but is it ok to trust a friend there is acting all the while and always wore a mask in front of you but actually looking for backstab you any moment once chances arise? This is a question that been asking myself since i known this "conspiracy" and the causes of it, a girl. It felt really dumb to have strained our 7years friendship. Even if this thing clears up, i guess it will never be a same again. I know you people will think, it's really immature or childish to have be doing this which i felt that very is the words to use in front of the 2 words as mentioned. But this had been the fact that he is doing this now. Maybe i'm too overly sensitive. On saturday, my msn had been "-=Jason=- { 3 days already } Something i wasn't sure of.... But i was in the middle of".... He msg me asking "wassup 3days and yr nick behind?".... i just pass it of with some simple excuses which it had some special meaning behind. What makes me angry the most is that, he just close the conversation after i told him that. I had a plugin to show who had close my conversation on my msn messenger.

This makes me had 1 conclusion, No friends should treat a friend like this. If he likes the girl, he should have told me instead of keeping it a secret. He had been hiding it all these while only being "exposed" after he told someone that been quite close to me recently that he likes her too. WTF.... after he admit, he had been putting on "love nick" as his msn nick as i guess he knows that if i will know it somehow. I think his "like her alittle bit" would means alot. So much that he will go on betraying the friendship and trust which took 7 years to build. So my conclusion is " There is alot of friends in this world, but he is not one of them." That's the bottomline. I guess if he continues to wear the mask, so i think i will wear my mask as well.