Papa Roach - Scars

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus:] I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

[Chorus x2]

I'm back here again blogging another entry to this blog. I felt that i'm neglecting my blog for quite sometimes already. Anyway, i just changed the song on this blog to Scars by Papa Roach. A super great song and it's so addictive. I think this is the first time i'm saying this. I had been playing this song on my psp on repeating mode. HAHAHAHA

Recently especially these few days i have a fire in my eyes. I just felt so easily agitated by everything. Even in school, i tried not to show it to my classmates. Maybe my bipolar disorder is getting worst already? I felt that i had managed to keep it under control but i think i was wrong in my opinion. It most probably just become "inactive". My mother also become such as nagger recently, and i really hated her. She really spoiled my day when the first thing in the morning, she pulled a long face at me for no apparent reason. That is why i'm very agitated recently, i had the feeling of anger now especially nothing really happened before.