Sunday, January 23

Listening to: Alive by X-Japan (on his iPod mini)

Alive
Music & words: Yoshiki

"I'm wandering the town all the lights are offI don't know where
I'm leaving for
The muddy rain starts to fall on me, and I'm walking down to the subway
I can't see all around me, get me out of here
Talk to me, if someone is in this darknessI'm out of my head;
I'm out of my mind
Tell me where I'm (tell me) going to, oh please...

Something is hiding me off
Is this the wall of my heart?
I lost so many things I've got
For a long time, I've been searching for my way
I carry on .... carry on...
I'm spitting into their ugly heart, to this, so stood the world
Every day, I forbear to fall in the tears
I don't wanna be down
Every night, hurt is so deep within my heartIs this my life?
Oh, show me please! The wall close to me ... it's so painful
Stop it! Is there someone to help me?
Please get me out of here ... Oh! Get me out!

Oh.. dead or alive, no place to run
Get it settled, once and for all
Dead or alive, can't live in the past
Only one way to live

Give my heart the finishing blow!
If I could only turn my back
Let me do ... screaming high
Squeeze the thoughts of death from me!

It comes here the blame I'd done before
Falls on me as it grows in my brain
The ugly side of myself tears me up
At this time I can't go back

Give my heart the finishing blow!
If I could only turn my back
Let me do...screaming high
Disclose feelings inside of me
Dead or alive, can't live in the past
Only one way to live

Give my heart the finishing blow!
If I could only turn my back
Let me do. ..screaming high
Squeeze the thoughts of death from me!

The fight is over
... the mad rain has gone and passed over me
Blood is flowing down
... tears are flowing down... (Now I'm alive)
... and I'm walking into town"

Another somehow boring day for me. Didn't not go out as i don't feel like doing so. So in the end, spent time playing with the iPod. I was listening to the above song on iPod as i scared that i be nag again as it is already 3am in the morning. Been a night owl is really not good. I think my cough is getting bad to worse. I do not know how to describe it but somehow whenever i coughed, i will get a certain degree of headache.

I was wondering where can i get this:



I'm very worried that my mini getting any scratches as it cost me so much. Should i see any scratch on it, it is like a knife slashing across my heart.