Tired Life Of A Commando CQMS

i'm so tired and freak out at the moment. I also need to go back to camp later before 2359hours as i have para-jump ops at sembawang airbase early next moment. I'm really looking forward to that day finally come. 17 December 2008 which is like 1 year and 4mths away. I can't really wait to hit that 1 year mark. This means that i will only left with another year with the SAF (Served And Fucked off) which is true for my case.